carry hopes(:

2 more days and 2008's off the calender(:
hey there peepo.
making use of the last few days/hours/minutes of your 2008 wisely?
*laughs





things happened throughout the year.
and each of us being uniquely us, we went through different phases, different situations.
little by little, bit by bit
experience and emotions started to accumulate and collate in our heart
no matter good or bad.

of course, i'll say keep the good ones, throw away the bad ones
but how many can really do that?
even i myself aint confident to say that i can do that too.
but still, the bad ones they shall be my learning points
the good ones, they stay in my heart forever(:


one year of JC year passed for me.
i got to know more people ;
i got to understand more people ;
i got to understand myself more ;
i learnt so much more and most importantly
i am all ready for a new start(:



no idea what 2009 has in store for me
but no matter what, im gonna face it and take it head on.
enjoying and learning from the process itself.(:
also, preparation for my another milestone in my life.
a really big one.



but that doesn't mean i'll chuck my business books aside.
shall continue upgrading myself and work towards my target,
of becoming superrich and succeeding in life.
i shall so much in mind of what i want to do and it's about time i strive for it.





so that means less game , more discipline in '09.
*slaps forehead*



guess i'll come up with some resolutions pretty soon(:





so peeps, yo 'all ready for 2009?
though the economy's still bad, people are still sighing, layoffs are still being reported, SOL increasing but i'm sure we will be able to beat the blues out, wouldn't we?




what's important is that waking up each day with a smile
and tell yourself
"It's going to be a great day ahead"



opportunities and chances are there for you to create ;
creating good or bad memories it lies in you ;
you hold every miracle in your own hand, it's time to let it out.
*smiles





before i go.




things to do with bad memories and experiences :

Take a deep breath, throw it aside, show a big smile and take another stride in your life(:

*laughs.





Cheers(:

"Winter" season

Merry christmas!











hello folks
how's christmas this year for all of you? (:
i had quite a good one.

enjoy yourself folks
it's a season of fun, happiness, joy and laughter!
and of cause
good fooooooood~ (:








well, like i said earlier, i had quite a nice christmas this year
*thinks*

at least it feel like christmas to me.
*laughs

(ok, i miss the part on spraying-random-strangers-on-orchard-with-party-can, but never mind, i will do that next year!) *wide smile




so, for today
i find myself settling in for a christmas lunch.
have the usual turkey, ham and stuffs.

then it was out to meet viv.
long time never see her already, for like almost a year?



first stop was cinema at vivo.
watched Yes Man, starring Jim Carrey



















it's really really great i tell you.
i laughed from the start till the end of the movie.
the whole movie will just crack you up and lighten your mood(:
it's definitely worth your 6.50, 7 or 10 bucks!
you won't regret it, seriously(:

after the movie we travelled down to Clarke Quay for some drinks
was looking around for quite some time, before deciding to settle in Crazy Elephant.

it's a real nice bar.

the place's good, live band's great and ambience is awesome(:
all i can say is i just simply love the place.




















like i said, it has been a pretty good day for me.
how about you?
i hope so(:


and oh yeah, i suddenly have this thought today.

we only get to live life once and life is always full of opportunities and suprises. Should we turn all of it down with a foul and bad mood or welcome and enjoy it to the fullest?

learn to really live life and not just let it slip by.
(carl in the movie Yes Man was actually told to say "Yes" to everything initially so that he is open up to all opportunities of life.)




i guess that's all folks.
do enjoy yourself once again(:


Cheers(:



P.S : I heard the day after christmas, 26th dec is call the Boxing day. Any one can explain to me?

The Secret(:

Hey folks.
guess life's been pretty alright for all of you?(:
though hols are coming to an end D:



so what has all of you been doing? *smiles
personally
the proud owner of this blog *ahem*
which is me, haha (just joking)
well, i have been pretty "busy" recently
falling sick, recovering, den fall sick again *sigh


and oh yeah
i've been reading up! ((:
stuck on 2 books recently. namely


The Essays of Warren Buffett

and another book which im going to introduce to all of you.


*drum rolls*

The Secret!!!


ok, i added in the exclaimation marks. *laughs


seriously
this book definitely worth your hours and days of reading.
basically, i would say it's more of a kind of motivational and psychology book.
the main topic of the book focus on
how one could achieve and maintain a positive mindset and
"how you will come to know how you can have, be, or do anything you want."

im a quarter done with the book and from my perspective my 36bucks and days of reading has been worthwhile. shall post a few quotes here for the benefits of those who come to my blog(: so you see, coming to my blog often will benefit you guys. *laughs

"The Secret is the law of attraction!

everything that's coming into your life you are attracting it into your life. And it's attracted to you by virtue of images you're holding in your mind. It's what you are thinking. Whatever is going on in your mind you are attracting to you."

so you see, every thought of us counts. You cant possibly want something good to happen to you when you are thinking of something bad, right? That doesn't work in the law of the nature(:

Every thought of yours is a real thing - a force. -Prentice Mulford (1834-1891)

"Most people are thinking about what they don't want, and they're wondering why it shows up over and over again."

and that's very true. i wouldn't say all, but most of us, we are always holding the negative thoughts, and thinking

"NO DONT, please dont let this happen to me"

By doing so, we're actually sending out a "negative frequency" and that parallels to the negative stuffs existing in this Universe. Think yourself as a magnet. You're attracting to you what you are thinking, so if you think of negative stuffs, the good ones naturally will not come to you.

so.. instead of thinking what you dont want, start thinking of what you want.

"You attract to you the predominant thoughts that you're holding in your awareness,whether those thoughts are conscious or unconscious. That's the rub."

"The law of attraction is always working, whether you believe it or understand it or not."

ok, thats all i could write folks. I don't want to end up in a court case yeah *laughs* However, in a way or another, i found this really useful(:

Folks, i know this moment this thought might be running through your mind.

"Why should i trust this? why should i believe in this? in this even reliable? or is this just some mad pieces of work by a group of not-so-right people?"

well, my answer to that will be... This book, those sentences, date back to the ancient Babylonians and Egyptians. Respectable figures such as Shakespeare, Newton, Beethoven, Lincoln, Edison, Einstein had all referred to this. Moreover, words inside are all said and quoted from certified and famous professionals such as Quantum Physicist, International Speaker etc.

and if you still have any doubts, do visit http://thesecret.tv/ to check out the relevant information you need.

Personally i not yet do so, because my guts and feeling tells me that this is gonna be good and worthwhile, and so i went along with it(:

Well, i hope that has been an useful short extract for you. If you wish to, you can get the book at Popular or Kinokuniya.

bring along 40bucks(: yeah it do sound a little expensive, but still, i feel it's worth it. It's your call afterall(:

so people, i will like to end off today's post by saying,

people, stop thinking of what you dont want, but start thinking of what you want.

and if you want positive things to start happening to you, start off today by thinking positive and doing good deeds today!

ciaos~

Cheers(:

the end of one chapter ; beginning of another

hey folks.
looks like 2008 is ending in about 2 weeks time
and it'll be the welcoming of 2009.
perhaps something to look forward to? (:



life and things have been pretty mundane recently, at least for me.
worst of all, homework not done=.=
i've been saying

"ok~ i'll start tomorrow"

then
on the next day....
i repeat the same thing. *sigh
looks like im just not disciplined enough.
or maybe
i should say im just not cut out for studies
*laughs

seriously
i got to start doing REALLY SOON
smth like...
tomorrow=.=


but there's just so many things on my mind
so many things uncompleted..
so much problems and troubles too.
namely one of which is...

the books which i've been buying, stacking up
and nowhere near finishing=.=
i've got like 4-5 books in the waiting list... *sigh


and another problem which has been troubling me really alot.
well, i can't say it out here though *laughs.
but then...
friends and mates have been asking me to let go of... well, her
but, i know i just cant do it.
i not that "cruel" enough to do that too...
*sigh.

alright peeps
gotta ciao.
takecare folks.




Cheers(:

how i wish i had control.

well..
im finally back here in Sg.
and seriously i dont feel good or happy about it.
I've gotten myself used to my malaysia life again..
it jus feel so sick to be back here again
*sigh.





i miss my grandma
i miss my grandpa
i miss my uncle
i miss my aunt
i miss my cousin
i miss my good o' friend there
and there's a special someone i miss too...terribly
Mr LKK will know what i mean=.=
and damn, im sure he's so gonna laugh at me.



my grandma said smth today i came back
and really, it was spot on
which made me feel really lousy

"The older you got, the less time you got to spend here, with us, your grandparents and family here. When you were younger, you used to come back here and stay for months..."

and hell yes
i miss that period of time when i was young.


found out from my grandma that when i was younger
i had a VERY high fever once
was admitted to hospital.
she was so worried that my brain will get damaged and i'll become a retard.
my grandma took care of me for several nights, without sleep
and that enable me to recover in a much faster time than i should had.

my grandma took care of me from young till i was about pri 1, which is about 8 year old.
for 8 years, a solid 8 years
everyday i had the company of her , my grand-dad and my uncle
they doted me so much.
if im able to describe it in words back then
i'll feel like i had the world back then.
they know EVERY bit of my habit
know what i like to eat, know how the way i will eat my stuff, know how the way i will behave, know where i would hide and what would i do when i got scolded.

when i first got brought to Singapore by my parents
my grandma cried every night, because she cant feel the presence of me around her
and so did I, cried the worst i can for several nights.
8 years, she slept beside me all along

i still rmb how she will scratch my back for me because of a habit i have
i still rmb how i used to hold her hand every night if not i'll not be able to fall asleep.
i still rmb how she will bring me to my kindergarden in the car, telling alot of interesting stuffs.
i still rmb how she will wait along the road for my school van to come and bring me home when i was Primary 1.
i still rmb how how we ate lunch together at home, in a metal tin which i particularly preferred.
i will NEVER ever forget what she has done for me, NEVER, and so i wouldn't forget what my uncle and grandpa did for me too, how they doted me, that will stay in my heart FOREVER.

Everything just seems so memorable.
If there's a chance, I WANT TIME TO TURN BACK...

I just hate leaving and parting
it just make me feel so bad, so weak, so no-control-over it.
I JUST HATE IT.



P.S : I MISS EVERYONE, and her too...

Holidays over.

Hey folks.
how has everyone been?
hope that it's great(:



been like 1 week i were m.i.a.
were pretty busy
obviously not with schoolwork,haha.
everyone seems to be mia too.
blogs were not as frequently updated as before :x

and im starting to get real worried when school reopen.
wonder what mr toh will say abt me going for OGL.
damn=.=

anyway
holidays are like coming to an end.
fast huh.
well, time really flies.
3 more weeks and it's gooooood byeeeee to 2008
Hellooooooo to 2009.

and for me.
hello to A levels as well=.=




that ah siao went to see Principal yesterday
dont know how things are like for him.
probably giving him a call later

and im having another encounter currently,which is so similar to last year when i return.
when that ah siao heard about it
i bet ( 100% guarantee plus chop)
he will laugh his ass off=.=



gotta go.
takecare peeps.
ciao.




Cheers(:

trouble spells

a piece of news firs.
im selected for the upcoming '09 orientation.
in other words, im an OGL now.


seriously
i got no idea to be happy/sad/worried.
it's all mixed up.

of course
being an OGL is definitely a new experience
something i've never tried
something i might be able to jot it down on my SGC next year.




but then again
the training workshop sure gonna eats up lotsa time.
so what's gonna happen to my schoolwork? *frowns
with a few teachers hot on my heels
it's gonna be hell.
especially.
mr toh.
he demands alot from his students O.o
so if my block test come out like shit
i wun get any better than that.




coupled with the fact that im in a all-play mood now
with no work done
and lots of books to be finished.
i'll be in deep trouble when school reopens.
revision not yet done
physics homework not yet done.
ohh great=.=




im so not in the mood to do hmwk now.
someone help me please...
gtg.
off to boozing.



Cheers(:

P.S : i really need some love. shower me with it.