is it just me, or you?

in any case
i dont find the problem lies on me.
and im bloody sure that 90% of the people agrees with me.



had a talk with my friend over coffee yesterday night.
initially i thought he was just worrying too much.
but now i realised he's damn right.
i shouldn't have let my guard down.






i really dont wish to say this, but i cant hold it anymore.
i just want years of peaceful life, not stuffs like this.
To whoever it involves, please go have a good long reflection of yourself.

Look, do you know that you're the one who's creating and causing all the chaos and trouble within and outside the group? Nobody uttered or say a single thing when you weren't around. Once you're back, status quo is broken. You start your crap and feel so full of yourself. Who do you think you are? You think you can read other people's mind, you think you know everything? YEAH RIGHT.

Besides, what's with you harping on the past? you wanna relive the memories so that you will have that teeny weeny little sense of victory over me? dont make my toes laugh, please. Triump over me again and earn my respect if you have what it takes. Only cowards continue harping onto the past to get back that little tiny feeling of victory and their glorious moments, which can be counted with just a few fingers.

Moreover, gossiping about others make you feel happy? Of cause it's natural for humans to talk and gossip, but not to the extent of personal attack and insults. Taking other people's flaws, talking behind them and turning it into your laughing points make you happy huh? For god sake, you are a lady, practice some virtue a lady should have. Besides, do yourself some good deeds by keeping your mouth to yourself.

Come on, get a life. Dont spend your days gossiping and creating more chaos and troubles. You think thats fun? What if that happens to you? FUN?

I seriously hope you know the limits.

But if you insist on your grounds and push the blame onto me because of past events, i wish you luck then. It's pointless to continue to talk to a person like that.




That few paragraphs of words down there seriously makes my blog looks bad.
I have no intention of writing all this out initially, but one shouldn't push their luck.

No one's perfect, that i know.
Even as i comment on that person above, i myself might be committing some of the mistakes im saying about others.
But at least i know how to take a step back, relook at myself and tidy up before taking another step.
Now, i know that not everyone can do that.


Sorry people for the bad post.
Enjoy your weekends(:



Cheers(: