sup people.
came to blog today because of what a mate told me today.
i certainly hope im mistaken about this.
but apparently it's not.

i have no intention of creating another rage or problem at this time of the year
but seriously,
that person ought to do some serious self reflection.



Dude,
look.
Before you start calling others F*kers, why don't you go have a look at yourself in the mirror?
you think you're so great huh?
come on, dont make my toes laugh.

Time to time, things have proven to me again and again
sometimes, your words aren't worth believing in.
your actions have clearly shown what kind of person you are.
so please, dont discredit yourself even more.


i've no intention of creating any problem or whatsoever.
but mind your words.
If you start this again,
i will not just let it rest like that.

18 year old you are.
START ACTING LIKE A MAN, AND NOT A BOY.
PLEASE BE FREAKING MORE MATURE.



*phew*
done with all the nagging/complaints and sh*t.

for those who thought im directing at you, please don't take it personally.
You know im not directing at you.
This is meant to be known only to me myself and a few mates of mine.
so yeah, let's keep it that way(:



Just keep the comments to you guys yourself yeah.
i want no more comments about this.
I've wasted one post on this
have ruined my blog cos of this,
i dont wanna do it the second time.



Have a good day everyone.
Cheers(:

sup ppl.
deleted off yesterday's post cos it sounded crap=.=.




so i realised that my blog looks kind of mundane.
for the fact that there doesn't seem to have any nice pictures around.

well, it's not that i do not wish to take any but it's just that with that phone of mine,
which is like only 2mp
the photos will be like super low quality and blur.
so.. rather than to disgrace myself and my phone i rather not have it now, heh.


wait till i get my hands on a really good camera(:


anyway, went back to school today for physics tuition and college day.
let's skip the tuition part.




College day. i wouldn't say it's much of a bore except for prize presentation part.

that was really the can-fall-asleep period of time.

1) Because i aint receiving any prize

2) Because the list is soooo long

heh.



but seriously with their expressions beaming with joy
i bet the award recipients felt really great at that moment.


"i want to be one of them next year!"
that's what i told myself(:
time and time again
i'll remind myself of that goal i have for now.

borrowed from someone ( pardon me for not checking up the name =/)

"if you have been dreaming all the while. it's fine. Now, put the foundations under them."

i found that really meaningful.

so yeah. and borrowed from the college's guest today
"Dare to Dream. Determined to Do"


that's about it for College day.
if i carry on i think you guys might just leave this site.


so anw, i've been in kind of a really deep thinking process these few days.
REALLY DEEP~
*hahaha!*


come to several conclusions which has long been stated by others before =/

well, life just ain't fair, don't you agree? but there's this twist to it.
if you're determined enough,
things do turn around in a way or another.

believe it, or not.
it's all up to you.


Living in a world so skeptical and practical
it's no easy job.

be it your looks
your status
your behaviour
anything in you, you might be pin pointed on just for that fact.
but still, miracles do happen, if you believe in it.

dont believe?
watch this.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lp0IWv8QZY&feature=related


sorry for not uploading the vid, cos the embed code was taken off on youtube.
anw, i guess most of you have heard of her.

Susan Boyle.
one who embrace the dream of being a star singer similar to Elaine Page.
In school, she wasn't the favourites of all her peers
simply because of her appearance.
in a way, i would say she's deprived of opportunities and chances.


and that was what happened to her when she first when on stage.
judging by her appearance, no one held any expectations of her.
judges were amused.
audiences were giggling away.
but the first sentence she sang

awed and shocking expressions were visible across everyone.
everyone was so full of praises for her after her performance.


somehow
i feel something magical and powerful in her voice
like as in she sang right through into my heart.
that strength and feel she has in her voice.
i bet some have the same feeling as i do.

No matter what, do try that vid!


so..

Don't judge a book by its cover.


ciaos(:

so much to say, but who's there to listen?
somehow, words are just too limited to describe everything.
how i wish for a her...

things were just crap today.
been quite some time since i really feel like complaining
and felt this worse.
but it seems like i wun be let off that easily ehs?

let everything turn out well next week yeah.
and of cos.
on sat, hopefully.



im seriously tired.
let time reverse
and humans become much simplier and naive
isn't that better?
*sigh*





i miss my hometown back in msia.
where days mundane
but filled with a simple source of happiness
and fulfilment.
where things are just like what they should be.

that's it.
ciaos.

P.S : 2 tests next mon, how great.

sup.
i reckon that you guys had a great week yeah(:
weekend's here agn for us to take a short break!

the week was pretty alright for me.
trainings were fun(:
more of fun rather than exhausting and boring now, hehe.
and i found a super chatty friend in the team, lol.




the 2 consecutive days of training, yesterday and today, nearly killed me =___=
parts of my body still aching..
*gosh*
hope it gets better tmr!






anw, came back to posting cause i thought it'll be good to share a song with you guys.
it's a really nice song, i promise you that.



how many of you can actually live everyday as if it's your last?
making decisions that you know you will leave no regrets behind
cherishing and treasuring every single little moment..





this song, in fact has incorporated all these words and p.o.v within their song.
and seriously, it can in fact serves as a good guide to some.

this song, If today was your last day,
is from none other than Nickelback.
they are a really strong and solid band.
i've always think that their singer have a really unique voice.
kind of "add flavour" to the song(:



Each day's a gift
and not a given right.

so, let's cherish everyday yeah(:
Enjoy!

bloody hell~
seeing those nice and high quality shots on all the blogs
those scenic shots

seriously makes me feel like owning a camera now!



been pretty tired these few days
can't really focus
got a feeling i might just conk out any moment=.=
i need a break
a real break

to recharge myself
i need someone...

batam!

The OMG P.T. =________=

back!

yeah
im back from batam
alive~




the trip's really great(:
had lotsa fun and great times there.
moments not shared by 2, 3, 4 or 5, but a group of 20 in NYBT(:
for me, i would rate this trip as a success.

last year, camp had a bad part and hiccupps were everywhere.
but this year was seriously much much better.

and we had a really hilarious and funny session during the team bonding session.
you guys will see what i mean when i get my hands on the videos.(:
yeah..


btw
the indonesian players were really awesome.
they were like younger than us
but pawning us like mad=.=
their placing and control is just so good!

and their training...
our sch training seriously just can't be compared to theirs.
my calves are still aching from the training till now =/
but on the other hand,
the nybt seriously got quite a bit of valuable experiences from the games and training.


to NYBT,
we survived their games.
we survived their training.
we came out alive of the super stuffy and panas training hall
we came out alive of after the drills.
we had enjoyed ourselves
we had fun during the team night.


so..
a big thank you from me to all of you(:

thanks for the fun trip!


Cheers(:

wooo

an unexpected good news made my day!

i scored a distinction for pw.
yeah, A!



I seriously wasn't expecting that.
cries of joy erupted inside me(:
in fact, i was so happy that i couldn't control that feeling
i was grinning so widely when i went out of the room
that my mates started questioning me , "A?"
*laughs*

that moment felt really great!
i wanna feel that again the next year!
i'll promise myself that.





to those who have collected
good job everyone!


one down, let's all put our mind into the As alright?

those who got back their results and are disappointed,
do cheer up yeah.
this isn't the end.
prove yourself in the race for A levels.

I know some of you deserve grades better
but what's out is out
we can't really change it, right?

Life has never been fair.
I've had my really lousy moments and i know how s___ that feeling is.
but do look on the positive side.
things will get better.
After the unfortunate events, the good ones come(:
so.... yeah.



and to my group mates for PW :

I know i haven't been the best member you guys can ask for and I made mistakes along the way.
Thanks for the journey throughout
helping and giving in at times.
really thanks alot.
this wouldn't have been possible without you guys.
Thanks
-Yanting
-Vanessa
-Christabel (hope to see you real soon!)

and of course
that stupid yet smart leader(:

-Lin Hlaan Win


thanks guys!
so i guess..
thats all for today.
gotta go pack for batam trip tmr(:
hope the friendly will turn out good.



Cheers(:

P.S : So now i owe someone an ice cream treat ehs(:

have this two thoughts suddenly came into mind.
so i thought perhaps i could post it up here for you all to think about(:


Do we stop playing when we grow old?

We grow old because we stop playing.






Perfection is when you can encompass and compromise the imperfections.

hey all.
how's the week?

think mine wasn't too good.
yet another week's coming.
bet i gonna have monday blues =__=


sometimes i really wish i can stop time.
Naive eh?





got no idea what to blog about.
my thoughts seem to be interrupted and just broke off halfway nowadays.


STM?
Going crazy?


i guess it's a bit of both.

Friendly today with SAJC is great(:
victorious.

but i think i injured my wrist.
not the v serious type
but it's still quite bad i would say.

feel pain even just bending it a little.
=_____=

no cca tmr!
WOO~
gonna spend the time doing tutorials=.=


ciaos~




Cheers(: