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backed again for a quick update.



i just realised.
at times i seriously feel like my life is so screwed up.
Have i really lived my life for the 17 years+ so far?

i wonder.



reality is harsh.
it always is.

For a mere piece of paper,
we have to slog our 2 years away, in distress and pressure.
For a mere piece of paper,
we have to give up what we like to do best just to slog for that paper.
Now,
that's reality for now.


Definitely, we have progressed far from what we used to be.
look at all the possible lavish lifestyles one can have.
but that came for a price.

Look at how we're working today as compared to the past generations.
that's the price.



No matter how much i hate it,
I have to continue slogging for the next 2-3 months.
With/Without motivation.
I am trying to find one, but can't.
and someone/something's just making me lose my focus every now and then.
great huh?


Crap always come at the moments of important events.

this time round,
im really in a very bad dilemma.



Give me a break.
I really wanna escape.