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hooooly crap~
another day wasted not studying D:
but then agn, im now rejuvenated(:
let this be a starting step for me!





had a really good sleep till 9+ in the morning.
then the noon was spent with my sec sch mates playing badminton.
it was awesome i tell you(:

i've never laughed so much in a day for such a long time alr!
if i say my usual friends are funny,
then this group of of friends today will be the jokers amongst the jokers, haha.




they lead such a different life from me.
it's really distinct, anyone could tell straight away.
and it has really been great to experience a change like this once in a while(:
if life was a movie,
theirs will be an action packed one.



without realising,
they have gradually changed so much over the years.
changes are bound to happen
it's how you gonna view it and accept it.i


anw, i guess in the coming future,
i'll now make it an effort to stay connected with them much more than before.
to me,
friends they are(:



right anw,
i guess few of my friends reading this will be chiding at me now D:

" c'mon YL, what happened to the mugging you mentioned? MYE's coming dude!"


yeah i know i know,
i promise i'll be a good boy from next week onwards alright!
no more procrastinating!
heh.




at times, i really wonder are we actually wasting our life away?
spending the days mugging our asses off to obtain a piece of paper,
then work ourselves away to provide for our family,
then spend your remaining days worrying about your kids' future.


life shouldn't be such a way i feel.
it should be smth more than that.
we only live life ONCE,
who knows where we go when we die?

but how many of us are really able to let go of our burden and really pursue what we love?
not many, not many.
i salute to those who can, for i admire them.

i want to control life
and not let life control me instead.

to me, i feel that the meaning of life is degrading.
look at our lifestyles
our education system today,
you'll have an idea of what i mean.
yet, what to do?
after all, we're living in a practical world.


thats about it for today i guess.
ciaos!

i miss her, i seriously do.
it's a weird feeling i've nvr had before.
what to do?
*sigh*