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this that him her we us,
damn.


i've been losing my focus and all sorts of things filling up my mind.
it suck big time.


and for the past few days,
i felt good/worried/depressed/relax/stressed throughout,
it's like they got some sort of a queue ticket,
one coming after another,
or sometimes coming together.
all in all,
i'm feeling weird.

and that,
can't seem to make me study any better,
or in fact,
allow me to study effectively.
so you see,
i must have been missing out quite alot.
and that i can say,
is a very serious thing.

*sigh*



at times i'm just awed by those who are just so filled with confidence,
sure of every step they take,
firm on every decision they make.

I know it's only a matter of mentality and personality,
which pose as the greatest problems as well.

envy huh?
hell yeah, for me.

but i'll definitely leave that criteria in my long-term targets list.



moving on,
tomorrow marks the celebration of teachers' day!
followed by 3 days of leave till the first prelim paper, GP.
bless me on that.

time is seriously runnig short,
and i can't wait till the whole damn thing is over.
with the fact that at the end of every paper,
nothing but confidence overwhelms me.


damn it.
speak of academics and i'm feeling worried and pissed alr.
times there are i really wish to just leave here for good,
go to a place where i'm comfortable in,
and seek what i seek.
but,
the truth is just harsh and cold.

for now,
let's bury ourselves in the books and papers.

Ciaos.



P.S : I'm in desperate need of having a life. (interpret the way you want to.)